و اما بعضی از نتیجه ها:
7 نفر لذت بردن،
4،5 نفر با هم آشنا شدن،
یه نفر حسابی excited شد،
ممکنه یه صاحب business تو Yaletown به تعداد مشتریهاش اضافه شه،
با یه گیتاریست Jazz دبش و یه گروه Jazz دبش آشنا شدم.
اتفاقی که نزدیک آخرهای شب وقتی با M حرف میزدم افتاد، محو شدن لذت بخشی که اتفاق افتاد.
I got closer to the 3rd part tonight. I feel like I got from -10 to -4.
I am happy about what I did to make tonight happen. It was a lot of work but it was worth it.
Oh, in the afternoon also good stuff happened (happened!). I'm going to skip the details.
Ah, one thing I loved about tonight was what happened in the conversation with B. about the Olympics YouTube clip. I love it!
What I percieved a couple of weeks ago as the gold mine WAS A MISTAKE. I mean being happy about having found 'it' was a mistake in that it is not the result I am after, and doesn't look like it is going to be. I'm not going to take another step that way. I feel I was trapped. I was attracted by the attraction, I still am, it is a very strong attraction, but it is not serving the direction I want to go (SE).
7 نفر لذت بردن،
4،5 نفر با هم آشنا شدن،
یه نفر حسابی excited شد،
ممکنه یه صاحب business تو Yaletown به تعداد مشتریهاش اضافه شه،
با یه گیتاریست Jazz دبش و یه گروه Jazz دبش آشنا شدم.
اتفاقی که نزدیک آخرهای شب وقتی با M حرف میزدم افتاد، محو شدن لذت بخشی که اتفاق افتاد.
I got closer to the 3rd part tonight. I feel like I got from -10 to -4.
I am happy about what I did to make tonight happen. It was a lot of work but it was worth it.
Oh, in the afternoon also good stuff happened (happened!). I'm going to skip the details.
Ah, one thing I loved about tonight was what happened in the conversation with B. about the Olympics YouTube clip. I love it!
What I percieved a couple of weeks ago as the gold mine WAS A MISTAKE. I mean being happy about having found 'it' was a mistake in that it is not the result I am after, and doesn't look like it is going to be. I'm not going to take another step that way. I feel I was trapped. I was attracted by the attraction, I still am, it is a very strong attraction, but it is not serving the direction I want to go (SE).
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| مازیار، 1:03 AM |
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
We Shall Overcome Someday - Joan Baez
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
I do believe
We shall overcome, to-day.
We'll walk hand in hand,
We'll walk hand in hand,
We'll walk hand in hand, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall live in peace,
We shall live in peace,
We shall live in peace, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall all be free,
We shall all be free,
We shall all be free, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We are not afraid,
We are not afraid,
We are not afraid, TODAY
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
I do believe
We shall overcome, to-day.
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
I do believe
We shall overcome, to-day.
We'll walk hand in hand,
We'll walk hand in hand,
We'll walk hand in hand, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall live in peace,
We shall live in peace,
We shall live in peace, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall all be free,
We shall all be free,
We shall all be free, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
We are not afraid,
We are not afraid,
We are not afraid, TODAY
Oh, deep in my heart,
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome,
We shall overcome, to-day.
Oh, deep in my heart,
I do believe
We shall overcome, to-day.
| مازیار، 1:59 PM |
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Thursday, January 07, 2010
What a day,
Difficult start,
Twist in the afternoon,
Undescribable evening,
Lousy finish*.
Difficult start,
Twist in the afternoon,
Undescribable evening,
Lousy finish
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| مازیار، 12:34 AM |
Sunday, December 20, 2009
It wasn't easy at all,
but I did it.
but I did it.
بار سنگینی از روی دوشم برداشته شد.
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| مازیار، 2:45 PM |
Monday, December 14, 2009
I am happy about the result with N.R. :)
I am very happy.
This one was different.
We started at 8:10, were planning to go till 9:00, when I looked at the clock it was 9:26, she left at 9:43.
I lived part of my dream tonight.
Can I do this on an ongoing basis and kick the software business in the butt?
Probably along with other ideas?
Will I do it?
I am going to take a step along "other ideas" tomorrow.
I look forward to it.
I am very happy.
This one was different.
We started at 8:10, were planning to go till 9:00, when I looked at the clock it was 9:26, she left at 9:43.
I lived part of my dream tonight.
Can I do this on an ongoing basis and kick the software business in the butt?
Probably along with other ideas?
Will I do it?
I am going to take a step along "other ideas" tomorrow.
I look forward to it.
| مازیار، 9:59 PM |
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
چی بنویسم که به زبون نمیاد. زیبایی، دوست داشتن، جاذبه، سازندگی، آزادی، طعم شیرین آزادی.
از ساعت 8:00 تا 11:30 در عرض سه ساعت و نیم تقریبا" از صفر رسیدم به جایی که زبونم از وصفش قاصره. I am amazed. this is why I am alive.
قسمت سوم رویام رو زنده کردم. به تمام سختی طولانی اش میارزید. یه لحظه اش به یه دنیا میارزه.
کمک هایی که برای امشب ساختم خوب موثر بودن. پسر this is great.
خدایا، با تمام وجودم ازت ممنونم.
از ساعت 8:00 تا 11:30 در عرض سه ساعت و نیم تقریبا" از صفر رسیدم به جایی که زبونم از وصفش قاصره. I am amazed. this is why I am alive.
قسمت سوم رویام رو زنده کردم. به تمام سختی طولانی اش میارزید. یه لحظه اش به یه دنیا میارزه.
کمک هایی که برای امشب ساختم خوب موثر بودن. پسر this is great.
There was a time where I saw what I'm aiming for. I loved that view. I adore that view.
There was a time where there was my sweet nothing. There is nothing in the world that I like more than this. The other joy is just پست در مقابل این یکی.
There was a time where there was my sweet nothing. There is nothing in the world that I like more than this. The other joy is just پست در مقابل این یکی.
خدایا، با تمام وجودم ازت ممنونم.
| مازیار، 12:06 AM |
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Grouse mountain, foggy, cool and fresh air, green.
A short conversation with the girls from Mexico and Brazil. Getting what there was to get. Then the lovely conversation with Joe, a 40-ish year old doctor visiting from Calgary. He liked the ocean, the mountain, and other natural aspects of Vancouver. His job is 'a grind' for him, but he finds it rewarding at the end of the day. He finds giving to someone rewarding.
The conversation was beautiful. It was real and constructive.
I was alive. It felt like I am living my dream at that moment. Every cell of my body was enjoying it.
When I was at the top, I had the most fulfilling interaction with the teenage girl at the cashier. I felt like she is my child and I am her father. She sings.
A short conversation with the girls from Mexico and Brazil. Getting what there was to get. Then the lovely conversation with Joe, a 40-ish year old doctor visiting from Calgary. He liked the ocean, the mountain, and other natural aspects of Vancouver. His job is 'a grind' for him, but he finds it rewarding at the end of the day. He finds giving to someone rewarding.
The conversation was beautiful. It was real and constructive.
I was alive. It felt like I am living my dream at that moment. Every cell of my body was enjoying it.
When I was at the top, I had the most fulfilling interaction with the teenage girl at the cashier. I felt like she is my child and I am her father. She sings.
| مازیار، 4:19 PM |
